hmmm

i thought it woud be the last ever n woudnt happen again along my journey here , but it still dont , now i have to compel out acting very nice , smiling till the ears , imagining nothings could happen , but the thing had been got injured to mine , feeling i am the only one not important to them as weelll =='
cepatkan cuti sem , i cnt stand it ,this will never be cured , now already almost 2 a.m but im alone been left by my friend , they happy outside and i am emosional inside ;( suddenly particularly thought that whole had been eased well but the real still doesnt clear , i try my best to yield al my good habits towards them by not sulking anymore n be a very happy go-lucky one , wether i falied or else aku tpuk sbelah tgn , i have no idea on that , what more could i do , n what less that i dont ever do to them , this make me extremely stres, they dont have any soft feeling over ther friend , neither slow talk nortalking talking , i have been ignored whole day ;(