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gile ape aku nk test fizik lusa bole smpat nk blog lg , im sory da lama sgt x coret ape ape pon kt cni , ceh , ajet ajet retis , bkn ade ape sgt pon , lg sbulan , eh x smpai sebulan je nk final,ntah aku tatau la mcm mne skrang hidup aku , the previous post i promise not to pulish post yg mcm emo emo gituu ahhaah tp well well well , we're human, ordinary human , i cant play hide n clap with feeling , hahaa ajet ajet conjuring plak , 

concussion concussion , Allah tolong lpas aku publish , mohon aku bole study elok elok , bole dpt A fizik nih , amin ! ;D , so so so , yuhuuu , i don noe how to handle when a thing hit me suddenly , aku mcm dah lali bnda nih , if aku ckp aku nanges memalam bwah bntal smpai basah lencun , that was a crazy thing , hey zaty what the hekkk kau nk layan pprasaan kau , hey hey pliz wakee up la pker bnda that not even worth pon but , that was me , im taking too serius in all matters , either small or even big , of coz im taking them serious like the hekkkk , much more time u oredi waste it for that useless , ahahakkk , that was sooo ridiculous !

youuuhuuu , aku admit la ,aku ni mcm mcm byk sgt kekurangan , n smpaikan aku rasa noody deserve me , smua ckop pakej haha bkn ckop pkej yg positif haha itupon ada hati mau kawen awal , blom tntu suami aku bahagia hahaha , hey behave ok ! , well the things are people look outside u , i mean , the insulting sometime doest grow me so strong when, the momment i do really need someone who i believe they will be with me whenever i need,sometime hit me the most , n i lost , that was a fate , n i cant deny , my weakness has kill me inside,

for at least i proud for myself , stand too strong to face these almost everyday , n sometime i felt the tears didnt mean anything , sometime my words , are worse than rubbish , you know how to stand so strong ,when everbody u have to rely on , missing in action , i do i have Allah much , 

salah ape aku buat smpai hari hari i need to face the same thing , n the saddest when the people had ignored all ur words , n repeat do the same thing ,

aku x ckp mcm aku baek sgt , in fact , aku lg byk buat salah , tp masakan pokok begoyang klu angin xde kan , i feel like to end everything , tp hmmm tolong kuatkan aku pliz Ya Allah , even la hati aku sakit , tp tolong tunjuk kan kt mama ayah , yg aku heppi hari hari , :) tunjuk kan kt org lain yg aku heppi , sbb mama mst lg kecewa klu lg skali jd , even aku rse aku da xde pape hati n prasaan