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Hello sunshine readers,;) how 're u today m i hope everybody would be in fabulous conditon,

;)) , now im heppy , even i try to be heppy,

sy upset sebena nya ,tp sy try ntok jdi gembira , only for all my readers ;)

awk reader reader , msti best kan , if got or received gifts ,things absolutely make u heppy, 

sy pon heppy if dpt bnda bnda cmtu kan , tp pe yg kte idam kan is act , arent easy to archieve ,

betuah spe yg dpat rse ,aku harap satu hari nnti there will be a miracle for me to feel how excited when  receiving things or stuff fron surrounders ;) nice 

little bit upset bcoz we fight again , oh god , i can feel my heart worse than so ever ,when i read our blog , i noe,i imperfect n very trouble to be of , but i try , i try not only a time but so many , till now the resolution still out of mind,sy tau ni dugaan n we should face calmly , insyaAllah one day , akan terasa nkmatnya,

now im soo sleepy n gona close my eyes a few mnutes more , even of that , he stil not appear in my chat room ,ohh god , why must i should be soo in hope , migrain come n kepala trasa bedenyut denyut ,i don noe till when i shall be like this , Allah ,plz give some understanding to him tn try to comfort me , u noe what , its hurt n sick of waitng somebody that we love ,

now i have to decide whether ,should i or shouldnt i 

to get rest , beside waste my time , it can be said like hard to cure or heal ;(

i felt like wna cry ,;(Allah give me strength