very most merciful to Allah

maha suci Allah , dan ucap selawat syukur kepada Nabi Muhamad SAW, bcoz with His permisson, i stil here n can prolong my life as well as others,arini hari Maulidur Rasul,n aku sgt besyukur sbb masih diberi kenikmatan ntok trus benafas ;)

result spm will be upcoming ,n i totaly so nervous,despite im eager to noe , i've done well in my last exam,hopefully there will be a smile on my result day , 

i hope for flying colours n can bring bright future to me n make my parents hepy wif my success,

they had sacrified lots 

one thing yg aku ta bleh lupe, when i had done my spm level n come back to home , then i worked with my mum ,there,i ought to be more sabar, n i can see ,how strong my mum n dad finding money n work hard to give me n my siblings live comfortably,kdg2 aku rase nak nanges ble tgk betapa susah nye parents aku cari wang ntok make sure my sibling grow up without having any difficulity, begining here , aku mula pasang angan which is close to maturity yg dpat gmbira kan mama n ayah aku,

now, aku jrg ask my parent for branded thing or else yg dapt put more burdens to mum n dad,coz i understand its not much easy to collect money, even now alhamdulillah my family still lg ta staving or susah but i noe there're many things my parent use to do wif money , not only for me , for my sibling but should settle the payment like , cars payment , house payment n other works

n now i learn to understand more my parents so that i can make them hapy wif me,coz of that ,i hope for excellent result for my better life on future,

im now currently is finishing my driving lesson , ;)so exciting when i got to drive rounding the park ,n i wish i could drive my mum's car ,naza ria, which is a bit big , thats what i want my mum to rest after work beside me , chill ;)

now, im following my english class , my fortune, when i noe ,there's only contain 8 students per class,n the little number can assist me to focus more on every lesson,esp communication, i have low confidency in communicating wif others, everytime i've tried, i would felt ashamed of mine to begin conversatin wif people who're definately more excellent than me ,how can i further my study to abroad if i stil have this feeling, i noe i weak in remembering vocab so that i try to take this oppurtunity to gain high self confidence in either communication or writng in english,

thnks to my mum n dad giving me lots of experiances , things n knowledges ;)

I LOVE U !